Thursday, April 4, 2013

free write 04/04/2013

well i got approved for the lapband which is great and i am super excited about i mean this is what i wanted for like ever i wanna lose the weight i wanna join the military this is my goals and i will reach my goals. the only problem i have now is my sleep apnea which means i stop breathing at points in my sleep. sick again man i keep getting sick and so tired as well i never been so tired in my whole entire life i am even sleep driving as well. which is not good might have to go to sleep alot earlieer from now on rather then staying up late my body cant handle that any more i guess. well dont have a bunch of stuff to talk about right now to tired again to say or do much. the energy drink is not kicked in yet i hope it does soon cause i need to wake up already omg. so ya i am bored tired sick great combo right. these desk tops are so dirty and dusty so gross.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

free write 04/02/13

okay well got a new job and it sucks but what else am i going to do needed a job so took what i could. we shall see how long this job last as well. dont see it being very long may have to find something a little more better for me something more suited maybe school bus driver. not really sure. so now i am having a problem with my boyfriend he spends more time on the computer then with me which really really sucks big time. i never get no time with him he thinks that time lying in bed sleeping counts as time spent together. not sure what he has running through his head half the time. really starting not to care and look at other guys thats the way he is pushing me to. so very tired lately cant barely keep my eyes open just wanna sleep one day of total rest would be super nice. not sure what else to write dont have a lot to say aat the moment just typing away here not sure what to type. lalalalalalalalalalallalalallalaallallalallalaalalallalalallalalalalalallalalalalalalalalallalalalalalallalallalllalalalalallaalalallalllllalllalllallallalalalalallalalallalalalallallalalalallalaallala wanna see the host, looks really good. better than the book itself. so freaking tired dont even know why i have no energy for nothing just wanna freaking sleep so bad.