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Final Paper for English Comp

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Evangelina Delrosario Eng-Comp 102-117

free write 5/9/13

we it is the end of the semester today is the last of full classes then next week is finals happy joy joy then i get a two week break to relax before summer classes start up and i will be going crazy again like usually then hopefully i will just have one semester left three classes and i will be done with one school transfering to another school well universitty which i hope i get to start in the spring time crossing my fingers on it.

working two jobs is very hard and straining on one person no matter what age you are it drains you and consumes you. well that is how i feel i am always tired dont have lots of time to do much but sleep when i can and homework which i have been slacking on but its okay ill be fine there only one class i am worried about but i think i will do just fine

well not much more to say on here very tired and sleepy already need a nap, like a four hour nap would be so nice oh well

life is a bitch and then you die

still totally obssessed with twilight not sure why just am.
hunger games is another one too, but it not as dramatic and love storyish like twilight.
but it also a great movie though.

okay i am done writing lalallallaalalalallaalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalallalalaal  nananaanannaanannanananananaananan haahahhaahahhaahhaahhahahhahahh
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My movie

practice test video

free write 04/04/2013

well i got approved for the lapband which is great and i am super excited about i mean this is what i wanted for like ever i wanna lose the weight i wanna join the military this is my goals and i will reach my goals. the only problem i have now is my sleep apnea which means i stop breathing at points in my sleep. sick again man i keep getting sick and so tired as well i never been so tired in my whole entire life i am even sleep driving as well. which is not good might have to go to sleep alot earlieer from now on rather then staying up late my body cant handle that any more i guess. well dont have a bunch of stuff to talk about right now to tired again to say or do much. the energy drink is not kicked in yet i hope it does soon cause i need to wake up already omg. so ya i am bored tired sick great combo right. these desk tops are so dirty and dusty so gross.

free write 04/02/13

okay well got a new job and it sucks but what else am i going to do needed a job so took what i could. we shall see how long this job last as well. dont see it being very long may have to find something a little more better for me something more suited maybe school bus driver. not really sure. so now i am having a problem with my boyfriend he spends more time on the computer then with me which really really sucks big time. i never get no time with him he thinks that time lying in bed sleeping counts as time spent together. not sure what he has running through his head half the time. really starting not to care and look at other guys thats the way he is pushing me to. so very tired lately cant barely keep my eyes open just wanna sleep one day of total rest would be super nice. not sure what else to write dont have a lot to say aat the moment just typing away here not sure what to type. lalalalalalalalalalallalalallalaallallalallalaalalallalalallalalalalalallalalalalalalalalallalalalalalallalallalllalalalalallaalalallalllllalllalllallallalalalalallalalallalalalallallalalalallalaallala wanna see the host, looks really good. better than the book itself. so freaking tired dont even know why i have no energy for nothing just wanna freaking sleep so bad.

a film unfinished

A Film Unfinished 1

harrion bergeron

Harrison Bergeron.docx

free wirite 3/5/2013

well having a werid morning great one but weird,, i am wide awake and hyper but yet all of my info is wrong on my accouts i had to change password again for the second time.

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looks good looks fine i nearly lost my mind
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paradey songs rock i like to write them so much fun to do change words to make it sound funny or gross

dont know what else to write
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brain freeze aahhhhhhhhhhhhhh 

i like odd strange pics, soft elegant weird cruel

i am a odd person with odd ways dont have much to say hey hey.

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Eva Mozes

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free write 2/19/2013

well now it two days till we sign on the house so far so good, no bad news still nervous that something will go wrong but i dont think so i know all is good. my boyfriend called to varify everything the last few days just because we dont want nothing to go wrong at all. i am super excited i cant wait our own home, no sharing except with my mom of course but as soon as th basement is fininshed well then it will be much better for her. i am glad we was able to find a place that would accomadate all of us yes it needs work like any other house out there but once it done omg it will be ours and we have so many many ideas and i cant wait to try them or see if they will even work out. now i am mad about my lawyer who screwed up on my bankruptcy it should have been done before the tax time so i wouldnt lose any money now i may be losing money which is not fair at all to me or my kids realy really really sucks monkey balls lolo. well at least this will never happen again ever i am going to improve my credit an build it up and keep it that way for a long time. and never screw up again i learned my lesson and plus i have a wonderful guy who is going to help me stay on the right track any how. so i aint to worried about it or messing up again since i have support from my mom and him.

free write 2/14/2013

so we have seven days left till we close i am so freaking excited and i cant wait to get the place fixed up and get the basment finished for my mom super excited and we have the most wonderful puppy ever so smart loving sometimes stupid and very entertaining as always. the kids are good as well school yyear half over they will be taking a new bus on the 25th of feburary but i hope its okay they at least get to stay at the same school which was one of my main peeves when we was looking for a house we both decided that it would be best for them because it hard for kids to adjust to a new school and specially at the age they are. i moved alot when i as a kid differnt schools at least four grammer school and high school i got to go all four years suprisinlly so it wasnt to bad at the moment but moving all the other times was bad cause i had and still have a hard time making friends not sure if it is me or what but really got to figure it out because it drives me insane at work i have to drop off a letter to h.r and i want to be heard and i want to know why they treat me so horrible. i dont treat anyone there bad i try and treat them with respect but to get respect you have to earn it and give it right back blah blah blah blah blah blah blah i hope all works out because i dont want to have to find another job and i like what i do yeah it a lazy job but it a well paid job though and that is very hard to find now a days expecially with branson falling apart.

Dumpster Diving 2/12/2013

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free write 2/12/2013

well so far doing great got a new car which my mom actually helped with she got it in her name, and th payments were actually cheaper that way and now in nine days we close on our hous and that is super exciting as well we already have our puppy which we have been working on potty training i think he is getting better lol he is a very strange dog awesome personality but strange none the less not sure why he gets scared of some and okay with others, but either way it is very cool. my daughter had fun at her father daughter dance this past saturday my boyfriend makes a great sub of a father figure well in his words a role model not a father figure. i mean i understand that he not the real father and all but he can be stepdad. i mean what is wrong with that there are many ppl in the world today that are or were step parents my dad was my step dad, i mean he was the only dad i knew but still. anyway i guess that is al i have to say bout anything.

valentines day is coming up and i have no idea what to get him at all. i mean hey a year and seven months lol i think he gots everything he can have. i mean except marriage and we will never get married i dont want to ever get married and i know he may one day but i dont because of his family they disapprove of me anyway one cause i have kids, two cause the color of my skin and three well all the tattoos i have kinda sad that they wont get to know me on another level.

free write 2/05/2013

well very excited and tired today i havnt slept at all but i am still kicking and we now have 16 days till we close on our new home its like christmas in febuary so excting and this weekend is my daughter first dance, father daughter dance so exciting as well i got her a beautiful dress she looks so wow amazing and wonderful in it she will be the best dressed little girl in all of branson. on a side note i will be getting a new car so i am very excited about that it newer to me it a 2009 kia spectra ex and it small 4cylinder which is great. so big gas save i hope and everything works on in plus i get a two year warrenty on the car free and it covers everything possible so amazing and also we gotz a puppy oh ya a puppy so excited about that as well hi name is duke, dukie, dukster, dukes so many nicknames though my boyfriend dont like dukie cause it sound like someone saying im taking a poop lolo kinda funny i think. but yup that is about all going on in my life at the momont my life pretty plan dull not so exciteing really i have a bad cold mostly allergies it not going away and really sucks so bad i wanna chop of my nose and well everything from the neck up would be great since i cant really breathe at all.

free wrote 1/31/13

i cant beleve trhat january is over this the last day and how the weather keeps changein all around kinda sucks nice cold noce cold now i am sick from it then again it may be cause i run outside with out a coat on all the time but half the time i am not cold so why wear a sweater that will make me uncomfortable in the first place. and especially if i a going to my car to a building to a building back to a car, and on on o no o n and on worth same cycle and all my mommy still yells at me for going out with no coat really funny given my age and all i try to tell and teach the kids that they need to wear coats and sweaters but they are like me stubborn and crazy lollo did get a new kpuppy so i a very happy about tht his name is duke endecott so freaking awesome of a dog smart funny loveeee animals am a big animal freak lolo i wishi could have big farm

free write 1/29/13

well it is getting closer to moving time cant wait super excited about it not really sure though what we are going to work on first right now we are thinking about getting a puppy but i want one now he wants to wait till we move and get settled in which is fine but awesome puppies are hard to find now a days and you have to train them which i dont mind cause i will have plenty of time to train the baby so i am not worried about it but i want a toy dog as well, not just any dog i want a black pug he wants an english bulldog and we both agreed that if it cant be either or then we can get a boxer instead of the ones we really want.

free write 1/24/2013

well yesterday was such a horrible day got into a big fight and was upset all day couldnt eat, all i wanted to do is sleep. didnt really care about anything else. around 11 pm at night finally got things figured out and back to normal which i am thankful for i know i have issues but i try to be a good person as much as possible i have been hurt in the past before and i am not sure if i will ever full recover from the things i have been through. but everyday is a step closer to being better things dont change overnight it takes time and patience especilaly when your in a relationship the other person has to understand were you are coming from and i have to cut them some slack as well sense yes i am the one with the issues and i shouldnt hold it against anyone else. my life is confusing though i keep moving forward, i stumble and fall yet get back up and dust myself off. i cry many tears but laugh many souls. i dance in the moonlight, to help my heart grow. i cant help the way i feel sometimes, when i go to sleep i sometimes wish i dont wake up i know it is not normal to think this way but i am sure there are many others out there who think this as well so i know i am not alone in sadness. not sure where i want to do in life not really sure what i want to do

intro

well there is not much to really say about myself, i am a single mom of two girls ages 10 and 11.
i like to read books sometimes depends on what it is about. i like scary movies, i am a biggggggggggggggggggggggggg twilight fan yes i know shame on me. i work at chateau on the lake in branson mo, which is were i currently live at. i have been out here for almost four years, well stuck here due to an exhusband. i will never call mo, my home i am from chicago il. was raised there my whole life i was born in cali. i love animals big animal person. like all kinds of music and movies.

free write 1/17/2013

Men really suck, and it is not all men there is a very small handful of men are okay. very small handful sometimes i wonder if they put men in classes all by themselves just to teach them on how to treat women and how to act around them. me and my boyfriend got into a fight last night cause we are buying a house and so far there is nothing that i have got to give my opinion on anything i am not sure why that is and when i tried to explain myself to him he just didnt seem to understand or even care about what i was trying to say. and i usually dont get mad about the fact he looks at other women the problem i have is that he says they are more pretty then i am. which hurts alot and he dont see nothing wrong with it at all. sometimes i wonder if i just wasted the last year and a half on someone who may not be right for me. i love him dearly but he dont understand at all. you would think after all this time he would want to share his day at work even if it is boring details it shouldnt matter about that at all its the fact of communication that is it. there is none on his half and he expects me to accept that but how can i accept these

free write -1/15/2013

totally stressed out wish i wasnt though, we are buying a house, we have to be packed and moved by the 21st of next month. on top of everything else i have school, and soon back to work, also have two kids to worry about getting them to their activities, and picking them up. it is hard especially when there is no control. i am not a control freak but i like some order to my life it makes me feel like i am accomplishing something. also we have to finish the basement to the house we are buying so my mom can move in she is getting older and about to retire and i would feel better knowing she is near by so i can take care of her she needs the help and needs to relax she is to stressed at her job and she is very sick and stubborn as well becasue she does not want to go to the doctor which i think is very silly. though i am the same way i dont go unless i am dying in pain and even then i wont go. today is the first day of school so i am very nervous i dont play well with others and not in the sense i am mean i am just very shy and have a hard time making friends mainly because i have trust issues from bad things that have happened through out my life. i am not sure if i will ever truely trust anyone only cause i have been hurt by close friends and mainly family. my life has been one hard knock life, but i keep chugging along hoping it will get better school is my first step to my gaining control of life. next step is figuing out what timpe of career i really want i have till the end of this semester to figure that out but with everything else such as moving and kids it hard to concentrate on what i want to do with myself i am going to try and figure this out by the end of the week or at the least end of the month. we have and inspector checking the  house on wend. i hope all goes well cause that is the main thing that will determine if we evne get the house. as long as it passes the inspection we are good to go if not then we will be back at the drawing board again. and we are running out of time that is for sure. his dad sold his house were we currently reside in and we all have to be out by march the first. so it is stressful we dont know what to expect and we hope all goes very well our future sort of depends on it.