free write 04/02/13

okay well got a new job and it sucks but what else am i going to do needed a job so took what i could. we shall see how long this job last as well. dont see it being very long may have to find something a little more better for me something more suited maybe school bus driver. not really sure. so now i am having a problem with my boyfriend he spends more time on the computer then with me which really really sucks big time. i never get no time with him he thinks that time lying in bed sleeping counts as time spent together. not sure what he has running through his head half the time. really starting not to care and look at other guys thats the way he is pushing me to. so very tired lately cant barely keep my eyes open just wanna sleep one day of total rest would be super nice. not sure what else to write dont have a lot to say aat the moment just typing away here not sure what to type. lalalalalalalalalalallalalallalaallallalallalaalalallalalallalalalalalallalalalalalalalalallalalalalalallalallalllalalalalallaalalallalllllalllalllallallalalalalallalalallalalalallallalalalallalaallala wanna see the host, looks really good. better than the book itself. so freaking tired dont even know why i have no energy for nothing just wanna freaking sleep so bad.