free write 1/17/2013

Men really suck, and it is not all men there is a very small handful of men are okay. very small handful sometimes i wonder if they put men in classes all by themselves just to teach them on how to treat women and how to act around them. me and my boyfriend got into a fight last night cause we are buying a house and so far there is nothing that i have got to give my opinion on anything i am not sure why that is and when i tried to explain myself to him he just didnt seem to understand or even care about what i was trying to say. and i usually dont get mad about the fact he looks at other women the problem i have is that he says they are more pretty then i am. which hurts alot and he dont see nothing wrong with it at all. sometimes i wonder if i just wasted the last year and a half on someone who may not be right for me. i love him dearly but he dont understand at all. you would think after all this time he would want to share his day at work even if it is boring details it shouldnt matter about that at all its the fact of communication that is it. there is none on his half and he expects me to accept that but how can i accept these