well yesterday was such a horrible day got into a big fight and was upset all day couldnt eat, all i wanted to do is sleep. didnt really care about anything else. around 11 pm at night finally got things figured out and back to normal which i am thankful for i know i have issues but i try to be a good person as much as possible i have been hurt in the past before and i am not sure if i will ever full recover from the things i have been through. but everyday is a step closer to being better things dont change overnight it takes time and patience especilaly when your in a relationship the other person has to understand were you are coming from and i have to cut them some slack as well sense yes i am the one with the issues and i shouldnt hold it against anyone else. my life is confusing though i keep moving forward, i stumble and fall yet get back up and dust myself off. i cry many tears but laugh many souls. i dance in the moonlight, to help my heart grow.
i cant help the way i feel sometimes, when i go to sleep i sometimes wish i dont wake up i know it is not normal to think this way but i am sure there are many others out there who think this as well so i know i am not alone in sadness.
not sure where i want to do in life not really sure what i want to do
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